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by Creepain

The 5th studio album from the "That's My Purse!" producer. This record is an amalgamation of emotions in the six years Creepain has been around producing music under this moniker. "If these wounds could heal, these scars would last forever" - from "Numb"
Genre: Electronic: Dance
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1. Save Me
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2. Nobody Else
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3. Never Sleep
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4. Numb
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5. What It Feels Like
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6. Entity
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7. We've Grown Apart
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8. Love Myself
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9. Tonight
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10. Rise
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ABOUT THIS ALBUM


Album Notes
This record has been one of the most intense for me to produce. The tracks on this record come from a very vulnerable part of who I am as a person and an artist. I want this album to be something anyone can look to for understanding. Going through breakups in the last six years I've been Creepain has taught me a hard lesson. The lesson always being that it's hard to find yourself again when you've lost your sense of who you are. Knowing who you are is something to be cherished. Knowing yourself and loving yourself is something that gets harder and harder to find again when you keep losing yourself. This album is the collective pairing of Creepain and Austin. It's a merging of beings into one artist. It is the pain both have suffered through and shared. This album is the pain of love.
Moving on from the emotional aspect of the record to the actual styling and the sequencing. Surprisingly enough, this is my first true concept album I've created. There is an underlying story in this sadness and mental disarray. When I started working on this album, I designed it to be made onto vinyl. So there are two consecutive sides on this album. Side A (1-5) being the pain and feeling the emotion in the now. Side B (6-10) is the process of understanding the pain, growing from it and moving on. The reason the album is titled X is for several reasons, the first being that it is the 10th album in my digital media catalog. Spanning from M.E. is AB's "CD Players are Sexy" (2010); CD Players are Sexy Part Deux" (2011), to ACB's "Freakwency" (2011); "Robot|Human" (2011); "Colors" (2012), to "Professional Creeper" (2014); "Creep Nation" (2015)"; "Creeplatinum" (2016)"; "Creepsound" (2018) to now. This also marks the 10th year I've been using FL Studio as my main production software, as well as being how many tracks are on this record. The double meaning in this title is that a portion of this records content revolves around me exes. They all have at least one song that is about what I've been through. Though, not all the songs on this record revolve around an ex. Go into this record with an open mind, and hope that you understand its importance in who I am as an artist and as a person.

[Save Me]

can you save me
from the bad things
I keep thinking
in my head

can you free me
from the feelings
that I'm fighting
in my head

if you could save me
am I worth saving
could you free me
from the dead

if you could free me
am I worth freeing
could you save me
from myself

[Nobody Else]

I was 6 bottles in
then I remembered your name again
what was your name again

I was 6 pills in
then I saw your face again
what did you say again

I cried all I could for myself
I cried for me and nobody else
I tried all I could in this hell
I hurt for me and nobody else

I was 6 days in
'til I could say your name again
what was your name again

I was 6 months in
'til I couldn't feel a thing again
why was I sad again

[Never Sleep]

I feel the magic
it's under my skin
I try to fight it
but it always comes again

I take the anger
and I bottle it all deep
in the night
you know I'll never sleep

give me your pain
in the cuts that run deep
in the night
you know I'll never sleep

if I could find you
in the secrets that you keep
in the night
you'd know I'd never sleep

tell me everything
and say it as you mean
in the night
you know I'll never sleep

I feel your sadness
in the memories that bleed
in the night
you'd know I'd never sleep

[Numb]

No shit, I'm hurting
this time it wasn't love
you knew you'd hurt me
when "no" was not enough

when did I get here
where was I in your fun
how do I fix this
how'd I become so numb

I'm not the same
this numb won't fade
all I've done is changed
in this pain, can you help me

I'm not the same
I'm bleeding more than ever
if these wounds could heal
these scars would last forever

[What It Feels Like]

We were so young
but you had my heart
I gave it up
and you tore it apart

I was so young
I was naive
I let you in
you took advantage of me

is this what it feels like
now that I've found you
is this what it feels like
now how can I hurt you

is this what it feels like
when you're breaking your own heart
when your world starts to crumble
and you're being torn apart

is this what it feels like
when you're being fucked over
and you're feeling so useless
but it feels like forever

I felt incomplete
like I needed you - didn't need me
when you left you took the feeling
when you left you took my feelings

you kept the good parts
you gave me a broken heart
you said you loved me
but you gave me all these scars

[Entity]

I confess, I'm not the same
I'm not the person you betrayed
you ran around and played the game
in the end, it's me you blame

I confess, it's me
I'm what you call your enemy
I'm beyond what you can see
I'm the entity

[We've Grown Apart]

All the things you tried to tell me
they're running through my head
all the time we spent together
all the things we never said

lookin' back, now ain't it funny
how we used to mock the dead
when the universe puts us in check
it's the things we wished we said

now we're not going back
now we can't rewind that part
why would you leave me lonely
stuck with this broken heart

if I could find you somehow
inside this lonely heart
we can't take back our words now
'cause we grew up and we've grown apart

we can't put back together
what was broken from the start
I don't wanna do this anymore
'cause we grew up and we've grown apart

[Love Myself]

When my love fell
the pain that stayed
stained my life
no, this hurt won't fade

I gave you my all
and you let me fade
when the sun comes 'round
why am I to blame

I need to love myself
give chance a try and trust myself
won't fall to lies, just be myself
and give this life a try, I've got to lift my head up and rise

let the love shine bright
through the darkness
let your soul release
all your sadness

feel the beat
be free and be glad that
you made it all this way
through the madness

[Tonight]

If I wanted you to stay
would you still go
all these intense emotions
who are you waiting for

I've tried my best
but I guess I wasn't good enough
who are you trying to impress
the way you loved was rough

but tonight, tonight
I'll hold you one last time
tonight, tonight
he might be yours, but tonight you're mine

[Rise]

Can you feel it
in your mind
am I breathing
take my life

do you know me
I think you do
touch my heart
and I'll rise for you

All songs written and produced by A. Corey Breault
All songs mixed and mastered by A. Corey Breault

(c) & (p) 2019 Creepain Music

Special thanks!
Thank you to Jason, Bradley and Katy for always believing in me when I don't always believe in myself. I want to thank you guys for being my (somewhat) mental stability in life. For that, I cannot thank you three enough. I want to thank you, Karl, for always listening to me and being the friend that I need at this time. You mean a lot to me. You're someone I can truly geek out with without judgement, unless it's Mayhem eyes LOL. Thank you Nori and Bryce for hanging out and listening to me bitch lol. Derek, I want to thank you for giving me the inspiration to take the risk of singing on my own record. It's been such a breath of fresh air to have a new spin on my music, and I can't wait to see what comes next. Jarrod, as always, thank you for the namesake of Creepain. I wouldn't be Creepain without you! Rachelle, for giving me the Professional Creeper Cat. Ryan, for giving me the inspiration of cats... and the creeper. Chris, I can't hate you enough to emit you from my thank yous. But also, thanks for being the duelist that takes my mind away from music when it gets to me. Also thanks for photographing the album. Mitch, thank you for making the artwork possible for this record. I'm so glad I get to work with you! You're the best. Thank you David for always being a positive force in what I do. Thank you to Skyler and Deonne for making the 9-5 a little more bearable. Also, I believe in both of you in the persuits you both are taking, I know you'll both do amazing! For those that I have lost, Aunt Buzzy and Tempo, if you two could only see what I've been able to do with my music. I only want for you two to be proud of this record. To mom and dad for having faith in what I can do with my music. Aaron for being the Jan everyone needs in their life. But seriously, thank you for being the person that believes in my music and what I can do as an artist. Ps, be glad I don't play the organ. To my exes, I want to thank you guys for being the inspiration for some of the content on this record. As much as you guys put me through, I'm glad I got to experience the good times, sad for the bad times, but I wouldn't change any of it. I wouldn't be who I am without you guys in my life, and as much as you guys are in my past... please stay there. Don't ask which song is about you, because your dumbasses should know... but then again, you're dumbasses, so I don't know...

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